Wow i think this was the longest i've slept... went to bed at 3:40am and woke up at sometime around 4pm...

Hmm... it's 2004... i'll most likely write 2003 for a while on all my papers. i have a rather big mess to clean up from last night... the labling your drinks worked for a while, i only ended out with five half drunken cans. i get to clean the whloe house now becuase my cat peanut-butter decided to drag popper confecty all over the house... Oh well ( Read more... )

I know that right now isn't the time to be depressed... It wont stop... nor will the voices in my head... it's so hard to consintrate at the moment... I just wish that someone could tell me everything is going to be alright but i already know it wont happen... i miss going out of the house... i miss talking to people... i looked at my cell phone's ( Read more... )

... I'm misriable... Taylor is the only person who talks to me now a days... no one wants to do anything with me anymore... I've been depressed a lot lately and nothing is helping... I've been trying resist the urge to cut myself and all that stuff... i'm sick of my mom yelling at me and telling me to do things... i want it to be new years eve

GOD DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I wrote a five page story for a fanfic site and it disappeared... i mean it just disappeared off the computer screen.... AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *dies*

*grumbles* I was pushed out of my bed at 8am today... *swares under breath* I've been decoratiting the house all day long and hearing nothing but christmas songs cuse my dad put a lock on the tv so i couldn't change the channel... *twitches* I for some reason have a cut that goes from the corner of my right eye to my chin... i have a piece of glass ( Read more... )

for some reason i've been in a very un caring mood... right now you could literly tell me that your going to kill me or that the world is going to end and id be like 'oh thats nice ... good for you.'

Was at Carrie's party last night.. It was fun, we went rockclimbing and played some what a game of soccer. Then we went to popeyes and ate... emily spilt her drink on me but that's ok. I went back to my house to get new clothes and then we all went to carrie's and played ddr and other things. I'm still slightly tired but I'll be ok.

Hmmm... being sick finally cought up with me... I came home sick in the middle of the day... I've been sleeping all day

Bord....tired... i'm sick of the idoits that walk around me that i don't consider a friend... well anyways me and Meg kicked major preppy girl's asses in hockey today... hee hee Calie and her friends didn't see that coming...