well and update let me see. i am surviving and come to find out that some "cough" friends of mine staying at my house ran off with my frige and washer. sigh you try to help a person up. well all i can say is i hope they like having some credit rating. cause i am coming after them with legal gunz a blazing. let alone the katana drawn...

so here i am again and finaly the cristmas call rush has calmed to a point i can write. the holidays were ok my first real Xmas in line 20 years. but this is just a hello again and i am still alive.

well another sunday here at work. the season is fast aproching and i am a merry bah..humbug! ok ok so i am saving my Xmas spirit for the 25Th cause i got just enough to survive the day and not want to kill something (starts eyeing the plants at work evilly). work has been picking up speed but is the meery shopping season. my babe has been spending ( Read more... )

well i have had a break from the family life for two days. my gal and the kids have been at the future sister in law's place and jewels could see i needed a break badly. tomarrow is the one year annaversery of my grandma's passing and i am in a funk.. but in bright side chrismas is comming and for the first time in years i am looking forward to it

well monday was hell on the phone. but today is shaping up better. the day off was ok sat on my butox and played dark cloud for a while. we have staying with us a frioends 3 month old. so i can sleep the baby and my love are sleeping in the living room as the sould of a screaming child wakes me right up.. this is a hold over from my time with ( Read more... )

so i survied the holiday. i cam to work and wew were so slow i got to go home before i could update this infernal thing. the holidays were fun the kids were being kids. found out me and mine have different scripts when it comes to holidays. and saturday me and mine actualy got to go out and spend some time with no KIDS!!!! we went down town and ( Read more... )

well the day is slowing down (knock on wood) so i have time to write. i have been listening to some oldies as of late and one song as struck me wrtien in the 6os and sung by the monkies "shades of grey" hits home ( Read more... )

well here i am again and not doing to bad. for those who wonder my work shift is 730 am to 6 pm sun mon wed thur. yesterday i was off all day and things where not bad only mildly upseting. the boys refused to clean their room so it was time to down size we threw away 3 bags of old broken not played with toys. on the home front things were good ( Read more... )

well well well. back again. new job new life new every thing but feelings. sigh.i am engaged with no set date. dont get me wrong i love jewels i do. but she is an alpha female type and i am a Dom off a leash. we butt heads often and she knows i can be emtional so she strikes where it can hurt and the frustrating part is i dont thinks shes meaning ( Read more... )

well i thought is pop some more poems up and as always these are copyright me ( Read more... )