hey everyone. i just wanted to update cause i havent in a while. i should be coming back to choctaw for fall break next week. i guess i am alright for right now. i am sick of being "nagged" at every morning b4 school about my "abnormal" cloths and when i get back from school i usually hear it too. o well this will pass, i think, well actually its ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Today has been alright. My mom (aunt) has been hurting my feelings lately. I don’t know if it’s just me or what, but it seems like she really does love her kids a lot more than she does us (me and my sister, Stephanie). Julie (her first born, 10 in December) will be starting arguments and crap all the time and she won’t say anything ( Read more... )

Hey everyone again. I just wanted to write down a poem that I have been holding on to and meaning to write down. I also want to write down my averages for my progress report. The poem:

“Settling for me” (07-27-04)

I cried “Why o why did my mommy have to die?”

Why can’t I just have a normal teenage life?

The average gurl with the average boyfriend ( Read more... )

Well, I don’t know where to start. Ivan came, we have been out of school for 7 weekdays and they are gonna take our fall break so that sucks. The guy that I (used) to like… well I called him yesterday to see if he was gonna go to the game and he was like, yeah, and then he said “something happened over the week since we have been out of school.” I ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I had a good day today. The guy that I like wrote me a really sweet letter. I hope everyone’s doing good. I just wanted to write down 2 of my averages that I found out today. I have a 99.38 in English and a 67 in algebra 2, blah! Our algebra teacher said she was gonna let us do some stuff to help bring up our averages. That should ( Read more... )

         What up everyone. My day has sucked yet again. I had a horrible day. I was being my happy Heather self as usual, then Julie (sister cousin thing, almost 10) got home from town with grandma. She got 3 new dolls and should have been left with nothing to complain about, but not Julie. She had all of previous dolls set up all over the floor ( Read more... )

hey everyone. today was pretty bad starting with 5th period. 5th period is algebra 2 and its really hard. last friday we had a test that i thought i did pretty good on, right, WRONG!!!!!!! i swear i hate choctaw county high school. i blame most of my stupidness on that stupid school. they dont teach u hardly anything over there. over here we have ( Read more... )

hey everyone. its been a while, yet again. it seems like i just dont have time anymore for my lj. school has been great. i got a crush for right now... i dont know if i would go out with him though. i dont know if i can trust him yet. the ROTC down here is really cool. our instructor likes me a lot. i was XO but wednesday when we had to wear our ( Read more... )

hello everyone. i know i havent updated in a while but i have been really busy with shcool. yesterday was kinda horrible to an extent. i guess my day was good but it was what the date represented that made it bad. yesterday (aug 25) was the 11 year marking of my moms death. my mom died early in the morning and yesterday morning i woke up around the ( Read more... )

i didnt really know what to lable this entry cause i dont really have anything to say. i just wanted to put this lil emo kid on here that i adopted if it works. school is great. i  am still so thankful that i am now goin to greenville, everytime i think about choctaw county high i cringe, although i do miss some of my friends over there!!!! i must ( Read more... )