Thoughts

[gothic_lullabie]

Hey there

Comments

[bb_brother]

Im glad your safe sis and hopefully you and Daniel will be together. I wish I could help you get an apartment but I cant. well ill talk to you later.

love always
your brother

[gothic_lullabie]

you dont need to worry about me and getting an apt i can manage with out help on that one, i know that i am going to havae to do it anyways because Daniel still has not found a job yet and i think that once he does he is going to be giving all of his money to his dad. so i am going to have to get one by myself and then i am going to have to add him to the lease when he moves in. that way i dont have to worry about anything i am only going to get a one bedroom to start out with anyways, that is all i am going to be able to afford right off the bat and then when daniel moves in then maybe we will go to a 2 bed room

feelings

[bb_brother]

I dont know if you ever got my message about how i feel but i doesnt matter. I feel like I still want to be with you but I trying to be a brother for you. I know one will never happen and I trying to let go. you have always been someone who i could trust and that is one of the reason i still feel that way. At times I am confused and lost with my feelings because I dont know what feels right. I was happy when I was with you but that is the past now and things are different. Sometimes im glad its different and at other i wish it hadnt changed. Its hard to love someone two different ways because nothing feels right. I try to be a brother to make you happy but I feel like i would be happy the other way. I trying hard to make you happy but I dont know what i should to make myself happy.

Re: feelings

[gothic_lullabie]

i know that you are and that means a lot to me thank you so much and you are being a brother to me, you dont have to try,

love ya
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