Let's pretend...happy end....

[gothic_wench]

It's no lie that I haven't felt myself lately. And I've been trying to fix all of it, I really have. Maybe I've been trying too hard and that's why nothing really works or it all seems so temporary. Maybe its because life is so temporary and lately I've been feeling how short everything is. Sorry I've been in a morbid kinda mood. And I know

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[crypt1c_c0lour]

Oh Melinda, lovely, you need to breath and you need to focus on yourself. Perhaps trying to find a new job, or at least take a vacation so you can refocus yourself.

You're too amazing a girl to let everything keep you down. <3

[gothic_wench]

The sad thing is I really do know all of this...I just can't break from this cycle. But I am really trying. And being as past attempts have failed I'm tring to find a new plan....