i've always loved that phrase. God this suck ass. I can hardly do anything. And when i'm not in pain i have an ice pack and drugged up to where i'm either high or dead. I don't like my doctor i had today. . . he kept bending my knee. . and i'm not a verbal person on pain and he's like "Ok so that doesn't hurt" and i got to the point i said "Look at ( Read more... )

Man. . .i got way too many things running through my mind. I'm not feeling real good about them either. If i kill myself. . .over dose. . . slice a few things. . . shotgun to the head. . . will that just end this?? god. . . i hate myself . . .

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Well. . .i think i'm getting better at updating my journal. I know i am at updating my webbie. Well. . .i would like to say more but no one to talk to and i have homework to do. . .stupid algebra. . . geometry honours isn't suppose to review algebra. . .evilllllll..

I MISS ALL MY BEST FRIENDS AND GOOD FRIENDS!!! NOT FAIR!!! I MISS JON, LOGAN, KATE, SPIKE, KAT, TJ, RUSS, CBPOOH!!! ::cries::

My Romance MeterOptimist 80%..20% Cynic
Close 41%..59% DistantLong Term 69%..31% BriefWhat does my romance meter read?


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NYYYAAAAAAAAAA!!! Okay so I'm a freak. I miss Russell. ::pouts:: Anyways. . . today has been very uneventful. And I predict the rest of the day will go as it has already. Working on my website. . .god I'm pathetic. Well. . .need something to do so here.


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So. . .today I went to get my school supplies. I really wanted to go to the mall today but hey. . .what can I say, plans are never meant to be kept ( Read more... )

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Wow. First Day. At a wanna-be sister school to Landon. All three stories and outside we go. I feel special. Well I have 1st and 4th period classes with Kat (Julia) and 2nd and 3rd with a new friend I met, Kristen. At lunch, I ate with Sarah and Kat. Sarah is wanna Kat's Best-est friends. She seems cool. I mean, any friend of Kats I will gladly give ( Read more... )