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Kinda upset and bitchy-dont read if cursing offends
I got a letter from my husband today. It said his drill sgt doesnt think he is doing "enoough" , when i get those messages, i get really mad...bc a DS'S job is to be an ass. They are to make you fail. He knows that . He was a Marine. I understand it gets to him..but god damn..suck it the fuck up, he was front line in the MARINES! The HARDEST branch ( Read more... ) -
Cant sleep
It sucks. All I have on my mind is thomas. I miss him so much. God, i don't know what to do without him here. I only have a month left. then we are together. But how long is that? Because we will get stationed and then..he could be deployed any time. It is hard when you love someone..married to them..and they are a Solider. He is a proud man, he ( Read more... ) -
Night time
Today was a day...went to the doctors, for nothing obviously. Then I went to another clinic, didnt help. I did get a letter from my husband though. Telling me all about how he is getting shot at for their training in infantry...all the while im thinking is he seriously thinking this is helping me adjust!! I dont want him to die!! He said that ( Read more... ) -
Stone sour
So here's a taste of my music...I'll post an even more "shocking one lol" with it..
stone sour 30/30/150
This is my second hubby hehe ..shhhh dont tell...and yes..it is ( Read more... ) -
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For my husband
You are my hero. In all ways. I pray for your safety even though you can not read this. Tears fall down my face...but i know i will see you soon. I just want you to hold me and take the pain away ( Read more... ) -
I love this song!
Good to blow turn up all the way while my parents are wanting to shoot me..lol
My favorite song is another one i posted...Placebo-Running up the hill. Might as well post it again . lol
there is like a 5 min retarded music before it..but here's the video..it touches me..and has caused a million tears to flow down my face...
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I found this song...
that totally makes me think of what i am going through. I'm going to do it...but it harder than anything ive ever had to do.
It's not as goth as i like..but reminds me of me.. -
this sucks worse than birth..love my son ..hate the pain
Im sorry I haven't been on much to tell you all what is going on. I'm on day 5 of detox. This has been the easiest day by far, but i say that now and im sure it will get harder.
I did find out where my husband, son , and i will be stationed. Fort Bliss, TX. God i dont want to move therel...but he is working hard to give everything basically. I ( Read more... )
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