I spent most of the day yesterday with steven it was a freaking blast we rode our bikes up to willow metro park and back and then went swimming . It was a blast but I hurt all over but i want to do it more often. Last night before i went to sleep i thought of something I would abslotely love to spend the rest of my life with him. Im finally set in ( Read more... )

Hey I'm bored so i figured id update. Well things are almost back completely to normal mom let me and steven sit on the porch together alone. I mean we just talked it felt really good to be able to be with him alone again. I just hope everything kinda mellows out before the 26th because theres this car auction that steven invited me to go to and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was grrrrrreat. Dad got steven to hang out with us all day!!!!!!!!! It was the first day scince everything started that i have smiled and laughed that much. I was soo happy. And we went to see the new harry potter movie wich was an amazing movie! Im sooo gald things are back to normal. I know that things have to be taken slow but im just ( Read more... )

Im  might be going to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoneix today! YAY im happy about it. But going with my family dosent sound like much fun because they tend to ruin the movie because they dont know half of whats behind it. Oh well its still bound to be fun. yea well im done for today or at least right now!!!! loves yall !

~!~ Brandi ~!~

yea ok i messed up and let my mom and dad find out about me and steven talking threw aim. dads ok with it but mom still hates me about it  but shes letting him come to taylors fireworks with us. my dads tryin to get my mom to say yes its ok for us to date but we have to take it slow and when they say slow they mean no kissing maybe hand holding but ( Read more... )

  eh ill hang around on line for about an hour and if steven dosent show up im off. yea yea i know  i should wait but ok i will . ^_^ love you steven!!

~!~ Brandi ~!~

Well i got up this moring and my mommy made me clean the bath room ugh i  smell like bathroom cleaner!!!!! agh i dont like that smell. it looks like its going to be a nice day today so thats a welcome change to the hottness thats been going on. oh well just figured id update while watching pop eye!!! lol i cant help im a big kid i dont think that ( Read more... )

Im glad all you care this deeply for me. but i need to make myself belvie that all of this is my fault if i do that i will be able to get over all of this completly . I need  you to know Steven that my heart is always yours . Things will be back to normal soo and until then things will be as if im living a dream . I love you Steven James Smith and ( Read more... )

Yep I did it. I screwed up big. For all of you who thought that I would mess it up. Congrats you were right. I got caught with Steven. And Now i cant see him any more. Its amazing I'm the whore everyone said I was. I just wish I wasnt. I feel horrible I havent stopped crying scince last night when all this happened. I hope you all are happy. Gosh I ( Read more... )

yesterday was 4th of july. it was fun. got to spend my day with people and family. it was fun. Other than that not much is going on. just figured id update this.