Probably my last update here for awhile. got some things to take care of that i've let go for far too long. it's way past time to get the answers, find the truth after all the years of being lied to. no more lies, no more excuses. going to get the truth, one way or the other.
i've lived with the lies longer than i should have, and it's partially my fault since i haven't pursued the truth. well, now i'm going to rectify that. sent an e-mail that will push things into action, and will continue my pursuit of the truth i seek. she will answer me truthfully this time.
also, have a new journal. one more for just me, neither on lj, gj, or dj, but on ij. not sure if i will make anything on it public yet or not. all my first entries will definately be just for me. after that, who knows. might continue to use all my journals. or might delete all the others and stick with that one.
another begining. starting again.
unknown once agian.