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[gothicfairy69]

Why do I have to be such a bitch? Why do I hurt everyone that cares about me? First it was my parents, then my friends, and now my boyfriend. I huret someone yesterday. He doesn't understand that I was trying to protect him. I know that if I hadn't told him, I would have hurt him even more later on. I feel better knowing that I told him but I still

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[wettysgod_666]

" know that if I hadn't told him, I would have hurt him even more later on." That's why you can't be upset you told him. It's simple strategy, by killing one person now you can save a hundred more later on. (Don't mind the Military metaphor.) Don't worry about it, Jen. Don't let the misplaced guilt get a hold of you.

[gothicfairy69]

Thank you. I felt awful all day yesterday, and then I get home, he IMs me and he's totally over it. I was so pissed that I felt bad all day. I even lost friggen sleep over it. That bastard!!!

[wettysgod_666]

No problem, glad I could be of service.

[gothicfairy69]

haha. yeah, and he is still going to the movies with me a group of friends, though he doesn't want to see the movie. It may be uncofortable but that's what I get for inviting him.