Comments | gothiclust: This is going to be a locked entry ... a lot of feeling

gothiclust

This is going to be a locked entry ... a lot of feeling

Aug 16, 2004 19:16

Well this is a locked update because somethings in here i don't want the public to see mainly shaun ... nothing bad it's just i need a personal journal that i can get out of me and not worry about him getting mad ( Read more... )

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babba August 16 2004, 17:57:08 UTC

hey, I wouldn't say that you are bitching. I would say that you are wondering why he dosn't open up tp you. One thing that I can think of is that he loves you but he dosn't know how to show it. And I also think that you need to get him y himself in a area that you can control to ask him why he dosn'e open up. I have been open with Lacey baicsly since I have known her.. But anyway, you really need to get him alone with just you and no one eles and that he should of compermise with you like what me and Lacey do. thats what builds a strong realtionship. Well thats all I can think of right now and I need to take a shower because I smell. Remeber, Lacey and I are here 24-7 for ya.

laceybear August 16 2004, 18:21:22 UTC

We'll take you to see Princess Diaries, fuck Shaun ( ... )

laceybear August 17 2004, 04:40:26 UTC

I just reread this, and really, really, FUCK Shaun. Forrest and I agree that we aren't exactly happy about the way he's been treating you lately, and every time we see him he's acting like a borderline prick.

... eh ... gothiclust August 17 2004, 08:58:31 UTC

I haven't noticed the whole prick thing ... which really worries me because that must mean I'm into pricks ... god! he thinks every time i talk to collin I'm going to get into a fight. and I've noticed that everytime i wanna do "it" I always have to start it ... i don't think he knows how to read body language ... but most of the time when where over his house or at his friends or out by our selfs he isn't like he is at our house. he just like everyone else can't stand mom ...he is a sweetheart to me when we first started out always hugging and holding hands with me, i guess he got too cozy with me and we always pick on eachother ... then he gets pissed at me for saying something i had no idea that i was going to say it ... come to think of it he would never act this way around kate (fucking bitch ex-girlfriend ... i should know she slapped my rat (stupid fat ass bitch))

*cries* gothiclust August 17 2004, 09:01:00 UTC

i had the biggest crush on him since like 8th grade ... and why the fuck does he choose last october to date me if he like me so god damnit much ... he said kate told him to stay away from me because she could tell he really liked me ...