Instead I am here. Took two Tylenol pms and drank some tea. Today was a true test of my patience at work. Somehow I just feel cheated of my potential and like my career is going nowhere because of this stupid dead end job that is the only way to pay my bills!

I'm genuinely tired of this unnecessary stress. People being lazy, back stabbing, lying, ( Read more... )

Well our Friday didn't quite turn out the way it normally does. Usually on Tuesday's we come home from work together, make tacos, feed our kitties fancy feast, and watch redbox movies together.

However, when we got home we discovered a notice on our door regarding fumigation for fleas tomorrow between the hrs of 9am-12pm, and we would have to be ( Read more... )

Sometimes I realize the pain people experience by living in an apartment complex. This apartment complex is like a fucking zoo. A weird zoo. You got the guy digging through trash for recycle (I mean, he has a fucking grabber thing that be uses to stab the bags and thoroughly go through them with gloves on), you got the little thugs down in the ( Read more... )

Well, the work week has begun. It actually started yesterday, but I'm just updating now. I really can't say that I am ecstatic about the start of the week, but I will be sure as fuck happy when it ends.

Cesar's sister wants to job hunting next week so I've decided to tag along. Even if I can get part time somewhere and do part time at the 7-11 I ( Read more... )

Went out with Cesar last night and had a really good time. Our days off go by so quickly that it feels like we barely get anytime together. I always miss him throughout the work week because its like we only see eachother in passing.

But I did enjoy our time together this week. Just wish we had more!

Update later!

Love

Jessaleen

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Im glad I'm able to post on lj again. I've needed someone to talk to and get my thoughts out to... Livejournal has been with me since I was in high school. I was probably 15 or 16 when I started writing in this journal. I've always felt like lj has been an enduring friend. Someone who has seen many ups and downs and has unconditionally loved me ( Read more... )

I'd like to say I am better without, but it sure does suck having no one to share it with. Or at least someone to acknowledge how much good has come of me. I'm not an over achiever, but I am absolutely content right now and I miss everyone who should be so proud of who I am today.

Oh well.

Love,

Jessaleen

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It's been a good week. I've decided that things at work would go better if I just decided not to care. It seems like the lazier I am and the less complaints I make the smoother things go. Yes, while this seems to be rather unprofessional and rather useless, it hasn't caused any uproars lately. The more people at work don't care, the better the ( Read more... )

So today will be my first friday back at work in a month. I haven't been working my usual Friday nights because an unruly and very lazy manager. Last month she decided to spend the first few hours of our shift letting me know how terribly lazy I am and how she is sick of doing everyone else's job for them. Of course, this was just one of our many ( Read more... )