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Quick update
Ive been meaning to update more now that im living in my own place, but i rarely get a moment to myself with work and all. Im living in oceanside, ca now and i couldnt be happier! Ive already got a job up here and its going great. Im working at a seven eleven with some friends and everything is turning out fine. Im homesick here and there, but for ( Read more... ) -
Boooored
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Funny how "home" doesnt feel like home anymore.
Its been my third day home officially and i feel out of place. Im an adaptable person. Throw me in a different environment and you bet your ass i can adapt and fuction like the rest of them. For some reason this place i call home feels like a distant memory. Like im wading through familiar waters, dreams followed, dreams failed, important people ( Read more... ) -
A little time to think..
Im just in one of those moods to go on a bit of a ramble. It feels good to finally let go. I was so stuck in a singular way of feeling that i thought my overwhelming urge to hold on would never end, but now i think ive reached the gentle break through ive needed for a very long time now. I just need to realize that along with the many ( Read more... ) -
Long bus ride home..
Its been a pretty long week for me. Ive had alot of time to do some soul searching and really get back to the root of my being. Ive come to wonder why it is friendships falter, relationships end and begin anew, lives remain stagnant and some lives continously change. Its always been of interest to me why it is that certain people walk out on you ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I guess i'm having a manic-depressive day. I cant stop all of these emotions from flooding forward. I dont quite understand it. I should be happy! I should feel blessed, but instead here i am with tears in my eyes. Why do people act the way they do? Why do some people only feel good while making another feel less than what they are. Why is it he ( Read more... ) -
Yeah
So its officially day three of my diet plan for the next two weeks. Im back in the groove and have been walking like crazy. Ive been doing little excersizes here and there to keep myself busy. Im very pleased. Of course, on the contrary, i doubt i will lose my goal of ten pounds, but i expect it to be much more difficult than the last 13 pounds. ( Read more... ) -
Hmm
I know its been quite some time since ive updted. I figured i'd say something for the mean time. So i've lost a total of 13 pounds in the last month. Not quite 20, but hey..it's a start! I've noticed a difference in my self confidence level since i started the whole diet. It's paying off mentally. So thats a good thing. People around me have been ( Read more... ) -
Hm
Its been one hell of a day. I slept a total of three hours. I feel like a cat in heat: i am desperate to get it on! Ha! In all seriousness, though, im trying to maintain being focused on my weight loss. I didnt do much activity-wise the past two days, so now im trying to eat better and eat better portion sizes. However, i am feeling lazy and ( Read more... ) -
What.a.day.
This is gonna be alot of rambling, i think. I cant really think in complete sentences so i doubt this will be a very thoughtful entry. However, i dont care. Lol. Today started out crappy. The parents are at each others throats and my dad finds a way to make me the blame for nearly everything. We found out we arent getting our annual energy ( Read more... )