no, u're not mixing ^ colors... my font actually is blue, but that's the first lil change u may c w/ me lately. i'm sick of ppl's bullshit & not truly being able to trust any one so i decided to say the fuck w/ all the "excellent & wise choices" that i've made over the past yr that have alledgedly kept me from getting hurt or thrown n jail. when i ( Read more... )

well, last night was definitely not what i expected. for those of u who knew what would have happened (jonafunn, georgee, thad, & robby) i couldn't do it. not that it would've mattered neway b/c i never got the opportunity to go inside. we got there early, around 7:30ish, then we took off to a dead guy's house. no this was not another mausoleum ( Read more... )

it's been a while since my last entry but things have been pretty chaotic lately. i think my last entry consisted of the bullshit that occurred w/ the 2 ppl i assumed i could trust. to quote one of them "assumption is the mother of all fuck^s." & that's quite possibly the most truthful thing i've ever heard him say. but i decided on still going to ( Read more... )

today was by far the worst day i've had in a long time. i slept in each & every one of my classes b/c i was actually afraid to go to sleep last night. there were a few minutes when i honestly didn't know if i would wake ^ or not if i passed out. but then i could barely sleep in class b/c every time i shut my eyes i got the worst images in the world ( Read more... )

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this has been 1 really shitty day. i was supposed to go ^ & c james n the hospital but when i woke ^ this evening joetta & phil (my dad's mom & her perverted fucking husband) were already in my kitchen. then mom & dad went shopping & left me w/ the kids. the moment they came back i came ^ here & started bullshittin w/ martha ( Read more... )

well, i didn't go to the party last night & i saw krystal, robert, & owens, unfortunately i didn't getta beat her ass b/c i wasn't even able to get outta the damn car. the power went out last night & since i can't go to sleep unless i have music playing i'm functioning solely on caffeine. u never truly realize how reliant we've become on technology ( Read more... )

i'm goin to the mall tonight, but i dunno if i wanna go to cammie's party or not. i know aaron will b there but georgee & kelly will too & it's cammie's b-day party so i'm sortta obligated to go, but even w/ 80 million ppl around it still isn't fun to b around the asshole. i found out last night that he's apparently been doin meth & that worries me ( Read more... )

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