So, nothing new. Just abit bloated and tired. Life is decent. I miss my boyfriend, but that's nothing too new. I'm kinda grounded and seeing him is already hard, so I'll have to make do ( Read more... )

Does being a Scorpio involve extreme touchiness and easy mood swings? If so, I know many who seem to act like this, including myself.... Maybe it is just how women are. With that being the token, I still know the same women (including me) who need not be so hastey ( Read more... )

Life is fairly pleasant. People recently getting on my nerves, but it shall come to pass as does everything. I've taken up a new daily pastime, swimming. It's exhilerating and a fun way to tone up. I've finished my schoolwork finally. I will be attending CCSN (Charleston campus) in the winter most likely. I am also soon to receive my driver's ( Read more... )

( Nail Biting )

Tired, repressed, depressed, and secluded. In my own man-made agony. It's hard to remain in a decent state of thought. Sipping on the vodka, disassociating myself from noramlity. I suppose in the train of thought I'm in, an alcoholic beverage might not be the ideal drink of one with intelligence. As I continue to ramble on in thoughts of angst and ( Read more... )

I just sit here... Looking on MySpace and various clothing websites. Seeing all of these dark beauties, and I pull up my pictures, comparing them. There is no comparison; I'm inadequate. I'm nothing compared to these girls, and I wonder if I ever even will be... Or is me trying to be beautiful or close to it a lost cause? What do the makeup or ( Read more... )

( Grotesque )

Well, I figured out how to update my journal. It was a simple complication I missed. Oh well, I can have fits of stupidity every once and awhile, can't I? LoL Anyway, I'll be posting more pics soon! TTYL

With all due respect,
Rose aka Grotesque

Tomorrow I'm going to see my Gillian! Hurray!

Okay, so not a lot of great news. We're fighting insurance to get my brother's immunity shots, and it isn't working. My mom's cyst was not in her colon, so they think it's in or outside of her appendix. They also believe it is cancerous. I honestly hope it hasn't spread, and if it has... Ha, I dunno ( Read more... )

Funny thing, Tiger is my Chinese Zodiac animal ^_^