Having feelings and don't know what to do? Congratulations! TV exists. There is a lot in this life that I don't know.

I stopped pushing against the walls when I no longer wanted to know what they hid. I feel small.

I am made of poison.

I am so damned high right now my tounge is numb. Fuck yah.

I just now realized that I was chasing someone who never existed. How have I missed that for the past 2 years? How can I be this far out of touch with reality? I am a fuckin piece of work.

I want to eat my own heart. Or arm.

Kettle corn and heartache for breakfast, what could be better? Oh yah, not fucking loosing the one person you've wanted in YEARS.

I'm not usually like this, but fuck my life for the moment.

Also I'd really love to sleep again soon, I think its affecting my moods.

I smell like him. That has not happened in quite some time.

I have another blog about knitting, and occationaly I click on the "next blog" link to randomly look at other blogs, and was slightly terrified that tonight it took me to page after page of weirdly religious pages or new mom pages ( Read more... )

What is it going to take for the sky to burn and the birds to sing?

What's it going to take to make the earth roll in heat?

What will I be in those times of violent paradise?

Maybe happy.

At night in the desert light burns and the slaves march down avenues to the monarch. The monarch will burn before those burdened by stings of lamps ( Read more... )