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Another droning day
antoher day has droned right on by and i feel like crap.i hit a car today and its 500 dollars worth of damage that i have to pay for and i feel like crap right now.im having to listen to my bother try to play the stupid clarinet!!!!and its driving me absolutely nuts!!!!but anyways back to the accident i hurt my knee and now it is incredibly bruised ( Read more... ) -
Sitting here bored on a Saturday
So what else is new?Im sitting here currently being incredibly bored.well not exactly Im writing something for my English analytical journal which is worth like 20% of my final grade but oh well. -
The calm in me releases
I cant say Ive been calm in my life for the past 9 months.Ive had too many haunting memories of smiles,laughter and heartache.I hate the way I feel inside tonight.It hurts.Even though my friends see a smile on my face and me trying to be positive it never seems to help bridge the gap of pain I feel.A bridge of tears hides my broken heart that aches ( Read more... ) -
weird look
ive got this whole new look going on now its more of a vintage punk or vunk as i like to call it.everyone loves it and is starting to copy me.i love setting trends.some people call me prunk for preppy punk but i like vunk better -
School
first week back at school it was amazing!i had so much fun!i met a lot of really nice people to help me get over the jerk i had in the past.my friend tyler is meeting me at school tomorrow it will be so much fun!im happy now and i guess thats what really counts.my old retarted gay boyfriend has gone through 3 girlfriends in 5 months.what a retard ( Read more... ) -
school!
I registered for school today!its my first time in a public school.Rememeber when i said I loved you and i take it back,i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word that i said by Alkaline trio.I love that band they so rule!so does slipknot.but this is besides the point.anyhow i am excited about school.i cant wait to start it will be so ( Read more... ) -
my poem
time passes me by like a silent breath,
taking me deeper than i can swim.
time passes me by like a silent wind,
wasting my time by asking for more,
time passes me by like a silent tomb,
dead to a place i cant live in anymore.
that poem really sucks but whatever it doesnt matter to me anymore -
crushed and angry
im so angry.so sad.and i dont want to go anymore!!!i hate this life.my stupid old friend which i hate more than anything in the world tried to talk to me last night and i wish to fucking god that someone would murder him.i dont believe in god cause who the hell does anymore.he doesnt exsist anymore.think about it would god let everthing that ( Read more... ) -
depressed
hey journal.sorry i havent written to you in a while.ive been really depressed and just really lonely.i wake up every morning feeling like its not worth my damn to be here.ive lost everything and im just so sad and angry at everyone.ive changed my look and the colour of my hair but that still doesnt make me happy.i havent eaten anything for 4 days ( Read more... ) -
hey
hey i passed one test at my summer school at least.i am really happy!!!!im going to go out skateboarding now to celebrate!