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gotnyxed

Video #05 - Filtered from P3 crew (but badly)

Mar 07, 2010 00:06

*Ryoji is obviously upset. He hasn't been sleeping well, if at all. He's just...incredibly glum-looking, not at all his cheery self.*

I...

I have a question.

*he shifts uncomfortably, not looking at the screen anymore.* I know there's some of you in Somarium that aren't human. I need your advice. I'm...well. I'll go into detail later.

massive suck, dooooooooooom, lol angst

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madcuriosity March 7 2010, 09:30:27 UTC

Mr. Row-gee? What's wrong?

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 07:02:20 UTC

*Manages a smile for her* It's nothing to worry about, Alice. I'll be okay. I just...need to get a lot off my chest.

madcuriosity March 8 2010, 07:04:27 UTC

Would... you like to tell me?

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 07:11:40 UTC

Heh...I don't know. You're busy enough just being a kid. *at least he's smiling again though!*

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unfadingdragon March 7 2010, 09:37:46 UTC

... What kind of advice?

highwarlockmb March 7 2010, 12:18:41 UTC

What a tease.

What kind on non-human did you need?

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 07:05:37 UTC

It doesn't really matter. I mean...just anyone would do, I think. Especially those who live among humans.

highwarlockmb March 8 2010, 11:06:03 UTC

What is your issue, then?

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 20:42:46 UTC

I've spent the last six months living as a human.

...I just remembered that I'm very much not.

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defrauder March 7 2010, 18:05:00 UTC

'Human' is a very vague definition.

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 07:06:28 UTC

What do you mean? *never heard of the term 'human' being vague before. You either are or you're not, right?*

defrauder March 9 2010, 04:13:50 UTC

There are different classes of human, aren't there? As I'm sure you've seen here, there are still those who are 'human' but possess abilities resembling magic. While 'warlock' and 'human' don't exactly conjure up the same images, a warlock at least assumes the form of a human and should has mostly the same constitution as one.

caprice_of_song March 7 2010, 18:27:41 UTC

I'm not exactly human myself, and did find it conflicting for a long time.

I'd be happy to help you if I can.

gotnyxed March 8 2010, 07:07:58 UTC

Really?

...How did you manage? Have you always known?

caprice_of_song March 8 2010, 17:16:05 UTC

Yes. I was born as a replacement for someone else, so I always felt that my only purpose was to live as him and that my own life was meaningless because I was replaceable, too.

That's not true, though! Every person's life has meaning, whether or not they're the same as a conventional human being or not. No one can be replaced. When I realized that, being a replica no longer made me feel expendable.

I don't know what sort of conflict you've been having with yourself, but... I'm sure it doesn't matter to your friends if you're exactly the same as they are, does it?