last cigarette: tuesday ( Read more... )

i think i might feel better.
but i still hate myself for all the shit I let happen last night ( Read more... )

im not sure what happened tonight ( Read more... )

why, should i care, cause you weren't there, when i was scared, i was so alone, you, you need to listen, im starting to trip, im losing my grip..

LAYER ONE ( Read more... )

so its the end of vacation ( Read more... )

im at kels ( Read more... )

ahh hes homeee!
i know i dont see him or hang out with him that much, but just that feeling i got when he walked through that door was... amazing.
i love andrew.
he is one of the most amazing kids i have ever met.
we waited (anxiously) for 2 hours, then we finally hear he'll be out in 10 minutes ( Read more... )

fuck everything man ( Read more... )

does anyone else know what its like to live in a house where no one likes you?
where you are unwanted, and everything you do is wrong.
like you think you're doing something good, but then you just get bitched at.
what the fuck.
i give up.
i really do.
so what, im not her.
im not you.
and im not him.
and i never will be.
i am me.just me ( Read more... )