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ug, everyones leaving me.... i hate this. and now its time for me to focus on something ive been dreaming about for a large portion of my life, and most recently, getting fucking terrified of. started those apps, now i gotta get some SAT's and ACT's and even a few SAT II's done, then write some essays, and hope all goes well. YOUNGIN's: ENJOY ( Read more... )

So i just said bye to my girl clara, and of course i wasnt ready to. and my boy is leaving on thursday, and i know im not ready for that either. shit is confusing with other people and i wish it would go my way for once! fuck!
reading the river king, its pretty good, everyone should read it. kinda weird.

SO ITS FINALLY MY LAST YEAR!!!!!!!!!! HEADS UP TO ALL SENIORS! MEET AT GAUNT PARK AT 8:05 AM AND BRING YOUR CAR AND AS MANY OTHER SENIORS AS U CAN TOO! IF U DONT HAVE A CAR, NO BIGGY, BECAUSE U CAN PILE IN SOMEONE ELSES WHEN WE CAUSE A RUKUS AT SCHOOL! HOLLA ATCHA GIRL!

went to kings island with clara, tina, and devinne, HELLA FUN! i screamed my lungs out lol. but im ready for somewhere else, it loses its thrill quickly. anyone wanna go to cedar point ( Read more... )

Sometimes i just wanna kill myself... sang way too loudly last night, only because he was right there. and if i kept singing, he would keep talking to me and thats all i want, but nothing i need. ug. im so bored ( Read more... )

So, got back from montreal, had a good time. people were kinda rude, well the ones in the streets were and that guy at the metro ticket booth too, but other than that people were forgiving on my french. there were so many homeless people tho! its weird that they looked so haggard because canada has free health care for everyone. oh well, maybe ( Read more... )

Had a fun day with Clara, GOT THE PIMPEST FUR COAT IN TOWN! Cant wait to show it off! Then, had a not too bad of a practice, and even had a descent time at pick-up. (Mainly thanks to Eve for giggling with me.) BUT OF COURSE, shit sucks now. Heard some news thats just sweet. Once again, I fucked my life up. Why cant i just think about how i ( Read more... )

So, finally decided to buy some Copa's, and im SO excited. Its about time i got some descent soccer shoes! Worked a lot this weekend, but at least i banked. havent beem doing anything fun tho.... had a sweet talk with my girl today, so that made me happy. it also made me realize that i need to not be so critical, lifes so much less stressful ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey.... its Fat Laura! Well, about to be healthy Laura once soccer starts up! Anyway, does anyone want a kitten??? SHES SO CUTE! And a little wild thing... i saved her life and now i need to find a home ( Read more... )