It was really sad. He sat next to me in Spanish. I really wish i could've known him just an ounce more...or give him that sheet of paper.lol. But he's in SUCH a better place now. I KNOW he's doing fine.
Wow. You told me to reply, and I don't even know what to say. Except well done.
Well done for calling people on their bluffs. Everyone said things would be different. Every one said theyd do better from now on. Where's the change? I'm not seeing it.
All you people say you'll be different, but you're lying to the world, and yourself. You're trying to say that it affected you, that you were drastically changed, for the better. You're just trying to fool yourself. And then, the change doesn't happen?
Its late, and that might not make much sense, but there you go.
Teddy is perfect now.
That is something most of you will never acheive, not in this lifetime, or any.
aww.. i was only aquaintences with him but felt soO sad when that happend.. it still hurts even though i didnt REALLY know him.. my heart goes to his fam. & close friends.. luv ya annamaria!!
annamaria that was beautiful it almost made me cry then i realized that Teddy wouldnt want me to cry, he'd want us all to try and be better people, to live like he did I agree with you 100% about how people broke their promises on that day &how people were making plans to go to the beach, while Teddy lay up at the front in a casket but maybe thats their way of grieving how that room of grief at our school, the place where i went to just sit and think and grieve and not have to focus on the demands of my classes..i was "welcomed" by a bombardment of ??s "how did u know him??? why are you in here???" do i really have to justify myself??? how i have so many regrets, so many things i wish i could have said to him, simple things like "hi how are you" that i can never have the chance to say again things i hadnt said in so long ....and he lived right next door. im sorry this is long. i felt the need for it, to get stuff out. ill probably post it too. love you <3chelsea
awww. I never met Teddy...but its always sad when something like this happens..... hmmmm..... i am exactly 16 1/2 years old as of yesterday...sep 20...hmmm...ok. bye!
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Well done for calling people on their bluffs. Everyone said things would be different. Every one said theyd do better from now on. Where's the change? I'm not seeing it.
All you people say you'll be different, but you're lying to the world, and yourself. You're trying to say that it affected you, that you were drastically changed, for the better. You're just trying to fool yourself. And then, the change doesn't happen?
Its late, and that might not make much sense, but there you go.
Teddy is perfect now.
That is something most of you will never acheive, not in this lifetime, or any.
I'm done.
Annamaria, I love you.
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it almost made me cry
then i realized that Teddy wouldnt want me to cry, he'd want us all to try and be better people, to live like he did
I agree with you 100% about how people broke their promises on that day
&how people were making plans to go to the beach, while Teddy lay up at the front in a casket
but maybe thats their way of grieving
how that room of grief at our school, the place where i went to just sit and think and grieve and not have to focus on the demands of my classes..i was "welcomed" by a bombardment of ??s "how did u know him??? why are you in here???" do i really have to justify myself???
how i have so many regrets, so many things i wish i could have said to him, simple things like "hi how are you" that i can never have the chance to say again
things i hadnt said in so long
....and he lived right next door.
im sorry this is long. i felt the need for it, to get stuff out. ill probably post it too.
love you
<3chelsea
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