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[gottsmorder]

okay so update on the weekend, really bad in more ways than one, so friday night i went to the semi, really boring and lonely and interminable. after that ended i went over adam's house, I was having a really bad night, everything i touched seemed to get screwed up, i was deemed a danger to myself and others, i'm so distracted mentally lately i can

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[planeonmyheart]

:(

I know we hardly ever ever talk, but if you need me, I'll always be there. Despite how vague and depressing the conevrsation might be. Although, because I am Becca which means that I am an ass, I will probably try to persuade you to tell me exactly what is wrong. But just tell me to back off and I will. But seriously, I'm only an IM away! Hahaha, the joys of American Online Instant Messenger.

And I know this is wicked cliche sounding, but it's only because I'm wicked cliche sounding. And that is why I will end this with a "Chin up, things will get better 'cause you deserve it."

[planeonmyheart]

And hey, admit it. It's a lot better than the "There are other fish in the sea" speech.

[gottsmorder]

actually, i don't really deserve it and it would be wicked selfish of me to think i did. and i don't really want things to get better for me because, well, that would mean they would probably get worse for someone else, and i can deal with being hurt, i dunno if i could deal with ruining something good for someone else.

[the_end_mawhaha]

what made u so sad when you went to the computer, sorry i just started readin all of this now i'm such bad friend but at least i got it and i care! right?

[gottsmorder]

Something that I am not willing to discuss ever again.