WARNING: to anyone who is one of my best friends read with CAUTION

[goudy]

Laura - Saulnier

Comments

[ocean_paradise]

Holy moly. You said exactly how i feel, and have felt for a large portion of my high school life. I just never had the guts to say it.
You are my hero.

[goudy]

yes well am the blunt sarcastic one, so clearly im going to say what i think when im pushed to my limit

[heis99]

Yeah that is exactly what I was saying to Penney at coffee house b/c Gerard and Renee were to the left, Laura and Marc were in front of us, and Marc and Jessica to the right, and we both felt lonely and sad, me moreso than her...and no there's DEFINITELY NOTHING GOING ON WITH US

[goudy]

i know there is nothing going on between the two of you. it would just be funny & entertaining if there was

way to make me feel awkward

[rzatz]

I am sorry you feel this way. But I believe that it is human nature to get pissed off at things like this. I mean, I can't say that I was jumping for joy when Laura and Marc started going out---because really I felt like sometimes he stole her from me (as evil as that sounds). There were times that I was jealous and resentful of others, and I want you to know that I know that friends always come first (as clichéd as that sounds)..does it look like Gerard and I will end up together even when I go away to school? Realistically, no. But will we still be friends? Absolutely. You have to put things in perspective, because I believe that things happen for a reason. My romantic life was nonexistant for a long time and I felt like I was slapped in the fact--this kind of compensates for that. Good things our bound to happen eventually--patience is the key (and remembering that there will be times when I make Gerard sit in the back all alone) Haha..isn't that what friends are for? :)

Re: way to make me feel awkward

[goudy]

what did i say in the rant of mine dont say things like "it will happen for you just you wait" & then you go off & say "Good things our bound to happen eventually--patience is the key" tsk tsk tsk. i like gerard though dont get me wrong hes a good kid, dont hurt him

Re: way to make me feel awkward

[rzatz]

man you said it but f you I can say whatever the hell I please!! and besides you are doing the same thing by saying "he's a good kid, don't hurt him" DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME THAT? man I could be hurt too you know!!!

Re: way to make me feel awkward

[goudy]

if he hurts you ill be pissed off at him, but he seems like a much sweeter person than you. chances are he'll be the one hurt... & you know it, whether or not you actually admit it!

clarification

[rzatz]

when I said "we" I meant me and you..not gerard and me.

[luava]

Oml, I have to be honest when I say that you are taking this considerably well. I was telling my friend Julia just yesterday (before I read your entry) how if I were in your situation I would being going completely nuts. I'd probably try to sabotage everyone's relationship, or I'd just like start getting with every guy I saw, maybe even "test the other waters" if you know what I mean... but hey- you know what I wouldn't do? I wouldn't ditch my friends and go get new ones! Oh yes, and speaking as a "Little fucker with a boyfriend" I have to say, fear not that you will be left alone- there will always be cheryl, who will no doubt ditch hammy given any opportunity- just ask!

[goudy]

i didnt mean i would ditch you guys... just find other friends so when you are with your respected others i would have people to be with... but i hope you know im laughing out loud right now at your comment

what do you mean?

[rzatz]

"test the waters?" what the hell do you mean by that?
I contorted that to be some sort of lesbian comment, so you should maybe clarify.