some ~feelings~ and perhaps a little self-loathing.

[gourmet_buffet]

I just sat in bed for so long thinking about all of these miserable things. Then I began to think about how I would describe them if I were to write about them here. Still, I can't fall asleep so I might as well give it a go, despite the irksome hunch that I'll be unable to express any of them nearly as eloquently as I would like... not to mention

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[mollie04]

Oh CJ I love you! Here is a hug for you! I will give you one for real ASAP.

[annieramaaa]

seconded

[amyjwritesstuff]

aw cj that's awesome that you found someone special that you care about and everything, but i'm sorry that it sucks to be away from him. but yeah, you wrote this kind of awhile ago, so i hope you've been feeling better!