I'm fallin' down, but i'll rise above this, rise above this doubt

[gowildgirl]

 What is the point of a friend if you don't talk? How can you call someone a friend - a best friend - when you know nothing about something so big in their life because they don't care to share? Especially when you know, hell, that other best friend probably knows it all

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[honeyed_scarlet]

I would give him, or any guy, up in a heartbeat if they would cost me my relationship with you! But, on the other hand, i can't be single forever just because it's convenient for you to have me always on hand when something goes wrong with john or he's hanging out with his friends. what's going to happen when something goes wrong with me? and you're with john? what's going to happen when you're with john and it leaves me all alone? i know you've gotten used to always being able to be with someone all the time, but i've had to sit at home plenty of times when you've been with john and i've had... no one. i'm sorry if i did something wrong or if i didn't tell you something i should have, but i don't know what i did - or didn't do! no one knows more than you do about things, i promise! no one knows more about me and him except for maybe me and him and you probably know more about my side of it than he does! i love you, i never want to lose you, i never want things to change. but you've got to help me out, here