Aaaargh. Today was somehow the best day for almost all of it, and then turned into one of the worse ones. XDD
I'll just tell it like the story it is! Starting from last night, I suppose. From Shinjuku, I was talking to Asami (for those of you who don't know, that's Kosuke's sister. Kosuke, that's your sister. In case you didn't know. That would be
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That is such a scary feeling to be alone isn't it?? You have already been dealing with it for days, but it really hits when you have people and then they disappear... I remember when, after my 3.5 weeks of being around other people all day every day, I suddenly was left in Nagoya eki, alone. I imagine what you felt is something very similar to that feeling, and I'm sorry you had to feel that.
The bright side is, this experience will make you a much stronger person will it not? I think even if you aren't having an incredibly fun time all the time, you are enjoying SOME of the time right? And whether you are enjoying or not, you are certainly growing as a person. Like Val said, self-hatred is part of growing, and so are all the other crazy feelings this trip is bringing up in you.
頑張ってarekkusu~
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