alone

[gpbandfreak]

So there I was, alone in my bed last night. Of course... I'm always alone in my bed. Not saying that's a bad thing, but I'm trying to set the scene. I cried for 3 hours... it was horrible. I think I have no more snot left in my nose (thought I'd share that). I talked to God... and I have been miserable for a while now... and He keeps leading me to

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UNBELIEF

[anonymous]

what happened to the zeal of feb. 7th entry. All alone,you aren't you just need to communicate with people. And, you can't leave unless God specifically TELLS you thats what he wants you to do. In a war? Absolutely, its a war for you soul, your purpose, revival a war for souls of your friends its the fiercest of wars. Don't give up its like you are on the edge to your dreams and you are tempted to go back thru the wilderness because its what you have known. YOu should read the children of Israel when they kept being tempted to go back to Egypt because they thought it was too hard to go where God wanted to lead them. They made an 11 day journey a 40 yr journey then didn't get to go into the promise because of their unbelief. DId you get that? UNBELIEF!!! Don't fall into the trap of unbelief it will kill the promises He gave you.