This will be my last update for a while. I am leaving early in the morning for Hamilton County. I am going to an advanced Special Emergency Response Team training thing. I should be back by Friday but I don't know how late it will be when I get back home. It's going to be a little tough up there because Tabler was a member of the Team but we will ( Read more... )

Today was a good day.

Well, a good friend Zac is in town and it was good to see him again. Been dealing with the same old things but the Mental Health officer for my department came in last night and talked to me about my depression. I guess that one of the people I work with called him and said they were worried about me and wanted me to be "normal" again ( Read more... )

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Today has been one of those days for me. Been crying ever since about 5 this morning. Layed in bed all day, just didn't want to get up and talk to anyone. I should be up working out and getting ready for my process with Washington PD but to be honest I could really care less. It's like that's something I normally would want and would be all ( Read more... )

Woke up sick today. Missed church, missed training, missed the whole day basically. Then I call Larry and he said he female situation isn't getting any better (for those of you who don't know he just got his heart broken too) and then I figure I will get online. Bad idea! I get online and I see Jacqueline who is a good friend of mine and we went on ( Read more... )

Pic of me and The Suzi.


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Sorry I am not perfect ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone with Sara. I wish I would just crawl in a hole and stay there away from all the pain, misery, and reality till the end come and I go to a better place........

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