My boyfriend got a copy of Grand Theft Auto San Andreas for Christmas, just what he wanted - and that video game is awesome. You can be a pimp, steal cars, knock off people for cash, buy apartments, eat, go shopping, everything.

I think I like watching it as much as he likes playing it, which is good because it's all I've seen for the last three

After an exhausting two days with my parents, I came home with a hidden bout of insecurities that I then threw out at my unsuspecting boyfriend. Having a hellacious argument with my father on Christmas Eve and my mother's usual holiday poutiness and depression, my mood was overly cynical and the only thing I wanted to do was go to a quiet space and ( Read more... )

Tonight he told me,

"You're ruining
what little relationship
we have left."

like he could
just cut me off
completely,
sever the ties

like our links
are weak
and our bonds
are breakable.

"I told her
she'd live
to regret this.
I told her it would
come back to haunt her."And it hurts ( Read more... )

My boyfriend made me sick and my editor sent me home from work today because I looked "peaked." But at least I'm home early, even if I'm a little under the weather. They are making me take the day off tomorrow so I'm rested up to do some extra work on Thursday before I head to Missouri for the weekend ( Read more... )

Somehow I ended up spending today sitting with the kiddo at Kev's place and I'm not sure how it happened. I am not a kid-friendly girl, now, mind you, so why he chose to leave his only three-year-old daughter with me is beyond my comprehension. Still, the day has been not so bad with her cutting up paper to her cartoons on the t.v. and me cooking ( Read more... )

My baby's back in town and I'm so freaking happy I can barely stand it. :D

I am the luckiest girl in the world. Now all I need is a week off to make up for the past week and half's lost time. ;)

We took a big big step in our relationship today and talked about marriage. It's funny, because we have ESP or something and can read each other's minds. While he's been gone we've had chats on yahoo messenger last night and tonight, and in tonight's I mentioned the proposing to him if I was the boy and such.. and he wrote back that he thought it ( Read more... )

When I wake up tomorrow it will be closer to the time my baby is coming home ( Read more... )

Last night I woke up at 2 a.m., went to the kitchen and at a piece of pumpkin pie, then went back to bed. This morning I was like, what the fuck? Maybe I have nocturnal sleep-related eating disorder. haha

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? managed to live a full year alone with no help far, far away from my parents and everything familiar ( Read more... )