There is no doubt...

[gracehatter]

I am in the Autumn of my life. Do I like it or care for it or even give a flying fuck is a good question. I do, yet I am terribly tired and am feeling kinda panicky and ambivelent at the same time. I am feeling good about a huge change. Before when I'd considered that I was feeling too weak. Right now tho, I am feeling strong about that

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[deltamiss]

Grace? Are you all right? :/

When I contemplate the fact that in a year and a half I'll be SIXTY, I panic. But then I think eh, it's just a number!

I am...thanks for asking

[gracehatter]

I have had a terrible few weeks and then just when I was sure I had it all resolved, that would have been Thursday, and was feeling great, Friday afternoon dealt me a crushing blow. I had a nice pity party last night aided by too much to drink and am feeling much better today. My contract for the courts for abuse and neglect expires at the end of this year and negotiations have started and I have to make some choices...very soon. As much as I love the work, I am no longer sure it's healthy for me. On the other hand I have done this kind of work for so long, I am not feeling as strong as I'd like to be if I will be starting a new path.

Re: I am...thanks for asking

[deltamiss]

Making a change of any kind is so very, very difficult for most people. The known is always better than the unknown.

Everyone deserves a pity party once in a while. ;)

Have a good weekend! Relax!!