this has been an ongoing realisation. like for the past few weeks ive just completey got everything. ive lost all my friends. the ones i truly are about. im going to loose ben because of everything else going on in my life. im screwing up at school. im trying hard to balance evrything. but atm i am actuali like mortified? yer depressed tbh that ive ( Read more... )

i love my friends [:
that is all

oh P.S. im a watermelon [:

I just wanna say ta to carrie and helen and char for keepin me goin on IA...i love youlot
im rle thankful i went on the trip now, you guys made it a blast and tbh i was bien a whiny bitch i loved ur singin 
xox
batman=gay dude +no life +unlimited supply of leather

DOMINATRIX

x

i am so happy!
i went to see ben today...i miss him! lol i DIDNT CRY!!

ILH!!!
XOX

MY BROTHER DYED HIS HAIR...

black

OO

 <3 my grandma
"theyr both idiots! theyr control freaks!" 
LOL

oh am feeling happy again

 just asked my dad why hes been ignoring me again...he told me he hates me and my mum, that our fighting is making him go insane, that its gotten so bad lately that if we dont sort out our problems im going to end up hating mum which i already do....i went upstairs to talk to my mum about this-because it really is something serious and its tearing ( Read more... )

cc on  sunday from 11 to 6, anyone up for it?
i miss you guys
love you alot 
i cant wait to see you

! woot ! my grandparents are here-first day they got here there were lots of stories about how dodgy nr.kent is-where my cousin lives-she got attacked by a group of chav girls the other day...no wonder everone hates chavs-really miffed off about it

mum ( Read more... )

I LOVE ME FRENDENZZZZ DINGADINGDINGZZ (cant do it as well as them but i try)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i really feel like im losing my friends. i have no time to talk to them in school. they know who they are. i feel akward talking to them coz i literally spend all my time with hafren and olivia now. im such a bitch. really angry with everyone at the mo. wish everything would get better magically...but i know it wont...will take lots to get back to ( Read more... )