This week has been so draining. First there was the whole Mike scenario and now this. My friend Sara (who is also friends with Drew) told me that Drew told her that he likes hanging out with me and he thinks I'm great, but that he doesn't really want it to go further than that. While I was at Starbucks last night we talked for a little bit and he ( Read more... )

Okay, so back to what I was saying ( Read more... )

I finally did it. After 5 years of swooning over Mike I finally told him. And I was shot down. Ouch. I wish I had done it sooner instead of thinking about him for 5 years. You may remember in an entry long ago (end of January) that Mike suddenly called me and wanted to hang out completely out of the blue. We went to dinner, had a fantastic time, ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm at a stop light and I notice that there are a couple guys in a truck next to me looking my way. Normally I would nervously fiddle with my radio hoping that the light will change quickly. But no, not this time. Blame it on being increibly tired (and therefore having no inhibitions), or just on my renewed sense of self (I think I was ( Read more... )

I've always disliked the question, "So, do you have any hobbies?" because I have never had time for hobbies and always felt pathetically boring for not having one (unless you consider daydreaming and journal writing a hobby). That is another reason why I cannot wait to graduate because finaly I will have time to invest in a hobby. Or, in my case ( Read more... )

This has been the laziest week ever. I really have been a complete slug. I was planning on getting so much done, but I have mostly just blown away my days like chaff in the wind ("wax on, wax off"). I have so much reading and so many papers and so many exams I need to complete before I graduate (if I graduate). Why am I such a procrastinator? ( Read more... )

My heart is about to implode. I just inundated it with enough sugar and caffeine to run the LA marathon in record time. I didn't have time to eat dinner tonight and finally decided I needed to grab a bite to eat. Plus, I needed caffeine in order to get through the grueling task of finishing my 10 page paper (halfway done) and studying for my econ ( Read more... )

Okay, so up until this last weekend my plan was to move into a condo with a bunch of girls. In one weekend my entire plans have changed. Staying here is definitely an option, but I am 75% likely moving back to Sacramento ( Read more... )

At this point, I am 75% likely moving back to Sacramento. I can't explain it all right now because I have way too much on my plate right now, but after Friday I will explain myself.

I'm driving to Sac today. Definitely not looking forward to it. I hate driving for 5 straight hours. But,I can't wait to see my friends and family. I'm a little frustrated that I have put on weight (and it is not in my boobs). I'm back to where I was during Christmas time. I need a new dating relationship to get me jumpstarted. I'm not exaggerating ( Read more... )