Stay (Prologue)
Title:Stay
Author: graciepoox0
Pairing:Jalex
Rating:R
Summary:And I'll be here in the morning if you say 'stay'.
Disclaimer:I don't own anything, title and summary belong to Safteysuit.
Notes: at the end
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Dear Jack,
This letter will probably get me no where, but I've got to try something, right? I have no idea when you'll be reading this, or if you'll even care to read it, but I hope this letter will find you well, where ever you are. Now, I don't know where to start this. I could start this by saying how much I love you, and how thankful I am that you put up with me over the years. Or, I could start this by saying how much I want to hate your guts for leaving me. But I can't do that. So, I'm gonna go with the first option.
We both know we've had our shares of ups and downs, and our relationship wasn't always easy. But it was perfect in some sense. When it was just you and me, when no one else was around, that's when it was the best, wasn't it? I loved those nights where we would stay up watching Home Alone seven times, and as much as I wanted to protest and suggest we watch something else, I never did. Because you get so happy when that damn movie is on, and you smile so fucking much, and that made me smile too. I loved the nights when you would sing, even though we both know you sounded ridiculous, but still. You sung to me, and that's all that matters. I loved the nights we snuck away from band practices, ran down to the park in the middle of town, and laid on the slides until Rian or Zack came looking for us. Those were good nights.
I often find myself in a dream like state, seeing your face everywhere I turn. It scares me sometimes, because you and I both know you are no longer around. Man, I wish I could see your smile again, Jack. I miss it so much. I miss the way it would light up your face, spread from ear to ear. It was the cutest fucking smile I have ever seen, and now I highly doubt it'll be coming back.
I don't know why you ran away, Jack. I don't know what your motives were, what your reasoning was. But just know, whenever you get back, I'll be here for you. I love you, Jack, so fucking much. Please, stay safe out there. Remember to say your please and thank you's, always wash your hands, don't curse.. Oh who am I kidding, you're Jack Barakat. You and cursing go hand in hand. But like I said, please Jack, stay safe.
-Alex
Author's Note:I don't know where this idea came from, but I kind of like it. I don't know if I should continue this or not, but I'm gonna start writing out a first chapter from Jack's POV. Anyway, comments are always nice (:
Author: graciepoox0
Pairing:Jalex
Rating:R
Summary:And I'll be here in the morning if you say 'stay'.
Disclaimer:I don't own anything, title and summary belong to Safteysuit.
Notes: at the end
Tumblr
Dear Jack,
This letter will probably get me no where, but I've got to try something, right? I have no idea when you'll be reading this, or if you'll even care to read it, but I hope this letter will find you well, where ever you are. Now, I don't know where to start this. I could start this by saying how much I love you, and how thankful I am that you put up with me over the years. Or, I could start this by saying how much I want to hate your guts for leaving me. But I can't do that. So, I'm gonna go with the first option.
We both know we've had our shares of ups and downs, and our relationship wasn't always easy. But it was perfect in some sense. When it was just you and me, when no one else was around, that's when it was the best, wasn't it? I loved those nights where we would stay up watching Home Alone seven times, and as much as I wanted to protest and suggest we watch something else, I never did. Because you get so happy when that damn movie is on, and you smile so fucking much, and that made me smile too. I loved the nights when you would sing, even though we both know you sounded ridiculous, but still. You sung to me, and that's all that matters. I loved the nights we snuck away from band practices, ran down to the park in the middle of town, and laid on the slides until Rian or Zack came looking for us. Those were good nights.
I often find myself in a dream like state, seeing your face everywhere I turn. It scares me sometimes, because you and I both know you are no longer around. Man, I wish I could see your smile again, Jack. I miss it so much. I miss the way it would light up your face, spread from ear to ear. It was the cutest fucking smile I have ever seen, and now I highly doubt it'll be coming back.
I don't know why you ran away, Jack. I don't know what your motives were, what your reasoning was. But just know, whenever you get back, I'll be here for you. I love you, Jack, so fucking much. Please, stay safe out there. Remember to say your please and thank you's, always wash your hands, don't curse.. Oh who am I kidding, you're Jack Barakat. You and cursing go hand in hand. But like I said, please Jack, stay safe.
-Alex
Author's Note:I don't know where this idea came from, but I kind of like it. I don't know if I should continue this or not, but I'm gonna start writing out a first chapter from Jack's POV. Anyway, comments are always nice (: