209 - What are you afraid of?
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What I am afraid of is a simple thing to quantify. I am scared of screwing things up. I am scared of doing something stupid and her leaving me because of it. I am scared of going out on a job and making a mistake, bringing her to me to collect my soul. I am scared of doing something to hurt her in a way that cannot be corrected.
I am afraid that she is making a mistake, putting her faith in me. I am afraid that I will give in to my base needs and bed some stranger simply for something to do. I am afraid that I am not good enough for her. I am afraid that she has given up so much and that I am not worth it. I am afraid that I am not worthy of her love or her friendship.
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What am I afraid of? I'm not afraid of a damned thing.
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What I am afraid of is a simple thing to quantify. I am scared of screwing things up. I am scared of doing something stupid and her leaving me because of it. I am scared of going out on a job and making a mistake, bringing her to me to collect my soul. I am scared of doing something to hurt her in a way that cannot be corrected.
I am afraid that she is making a mistake, putting her faith in me. I am afraid that I will give in to my base needs and bed some stranger simply for something to do. I am afraid that I am not good enough for her. I am afraid that she has given up so much and that I am not worth it. I am afraid that I am not worthy of her love or her friendship.
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What am I afraid of? I'm not afraid of a damned thing.
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