So I went to see Ben at coffee depot, and even tho he hadn't replied to my text saying if he'd be there, I thought he would be, and only Tina was there. She asked if I'd seen him, so I was like, hold on, and I called him, and he said he didn't have a ride, and didn't really feel lively. So I decided since I have a few papers to write, work tomorrow ( Read more... )

so yeah, my nose ring came out while I was on the way to OC w/ my mom to pay the rent. and now it sorta hurts, b/c it's trying to close up, and I can't get it back in. I hope I can have time before class tomorrow, and have my sister put it back in for me. it made me really ill the other day when I was switching them. I had to lay down a bit. so ( Read more... )

this is a comment I made on my friend's xanga about her grandmother's recent death, and I thought I'd share this w/ ya'll. b/c I'm missing my grandma today. sure, she wasn't the best person with a lot of things, but she was my friend and someone I had so much in common with and who I did a lot of incredible things with. I learned so much from her, ( Read more... )

I've been pretty numb with my emotion since about a week ago when ben told me he was going to the navy. I was bummed for a bit, and then hardened myself against getting depressed. I'm on my period this past week (had just started the day before he told me about his joining the navy soon) and was trying hard not to let myself become depressed over ( Read more... )

yep. sizzler hired me. I had my orientation today. I work on wed, fri, sat and sun this week. man, my week is super duper busy ( Read more... )

I'm so very stoked, b/c sizzler finally called and asked if I was still interested in working there. so tomorrow I sign some papers. so awesome dude. I'm so happy. this was the job I was really hoping to get. it's close to my house, and once I get a server job, I can get tips. I'll have to go through training tho. omg, and I've been all bummed ( Read more... )

Tonight was fun. I met a new guy, Riley, and got better acquianted with this guy Derreck. I'd met him once before for Chrissy's bday party, but didn't really talk with him. So today I got to know him better while he, Riley, Chris and Ben played scrabble. I wish I was more competitive, b/c then I'd be able to get my butt to play it w/ them. But all ( Read more... )

Today was sorta boring. I watched Hamlet in theatre today, and that's it for that class. Then we just reviewed stuff for cabaret during rehearsal, and brady was gonna come later to teach us some song, but I was like, I need to get home and take a shower before I got to coffee depot. well, I'm home, and I find my brother is installing a toilet in my ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sick right now. My period is really wrecking me right now. Plus, I'm a super hormonal, depressed mess. And I find out Ben's gonna join the navy. I wanna be supportive, but there's a lot of things that could happen that aren't exactly ideal. And I'm going to miss him a lot. I'm so tired, and I only have one day off of working this week. I ( Read more... )

Well, Ben's party totally rocked. I was so happy to see him. I've missed him a lot. I guess there's still stuff I feel I wanna talk to him about, but I really just wanted to get a couple things talked over, and then just have fun. And I'm not gonna talk about anything all that serious on Thursday since that's his birthday, it'd be really...lame (I' ( Read more... )