things are basically back to normal. i'm an internerd, pirating music i'm not sure i want and idly documenting my life just because i can. i am procrastinating and complaining and not wanting to leave my house except to shuffle around downtown hallowell in slippers like a crazy person. i want i chew on my hair until the ends are severed and stuck ( Read more... )

this is not the picture that sasha has on her camera, where we looked like models. this is the one on ethan's camera, where we look like down syndrome patients.

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home for realz as of eleven-thirty last night. i have dismantled my bedroom (not that there was much mantle to dis) so i can paint it and build bookshelves. i need some place to come home to. i need to unpack. i am still so bad at adjusting to change. unfortunately, things are never not changing. being in transit is killer. i thought i would be ( Read more... )

boyfriend's gone. cue the bright eyes soundtrack. dropped seven dollars on the biggest, most chocolate ice cream that herrell's offers. and now it's time to pack it up and pack it in. back to my secret maine life. better begin the to do list now. and just so you know, i like him like him a lot a lot because when we were having our fresh fruit ( Read more... )

i want a cool website like http://links.net.

everyone's dropping like flies (sasha and jeff and eric are gone) & ethan (poor ethan) is sick as a dog. when i introduced my dad, who came for a surprise visit, and ethan, my dad asked him how he was feeling because i had mentioned that ethan is sick, and ethan said, "a little intimidated." it was adorable. we went to dinner at the cafe algiers on ( Read more... )

even though returning to hallowell will be more deadly heavy and suffocating than ever and why i can feel myself getting ready to leave here even though i thought it would be more dreadful to think of than it has been so far ( Read more... )

i just got that really flimsy philosophy paper back. miraculously, i got extra credit on it, even though i didn't mean to go for the extra credit part of the assignment because i didn't understand what that part of the prompt was asking for and i could only write four and a half pages abut whether or not the goddamn table exists. (my papers are so ( Read more... )

another reason that i like ethan so much is that when i told him about how one of my teaching fellows for calculus seems attracted to me (laura told me that i was the only person for whom he interrupted his work to greet and then tonight he walked me to my dorm after the help session), he asked me if i was going to tap that.

i went to sleep at three-ish last night after totally procrastinating on my third philosophy paper (does the table exist or not if perception of all reality is subjective?) and spending time with frank and sasha. you know when you make a really good impression and, even though you like a person a lot, you want to preserve that impression by never ( Read more... )