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*nods* that basically sums up the last 31 hours or so.

i feel like...i don't even know how to describe it. i feel infinitely happy on one hand because i can see all these open doors around me...and infinitely unhappy because i can think of a thousand reasons why they should each close. i guess it's nice to have a couple dreams to dwell on at once.

:( mango est mort. it was a surprise. he was only four months old.

and ouch my shots hurt. i had to get three. ouch.

thanks to G...for always being around...just in general...

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new year's resolution: to stop swearing so much.

eek. rejected. on christmas eve eve. oh well. at least i can recuperate over the rest of the break. that makes it much much better.

but the stuff i can't get over--
1. how he was so polite about it
2. how ambiguous the phrasing of some of that stuff was
3. how he can look at me like that and still just want to be friends
4. how vulnerable he looks