-visitation yesterday. it was sad..and i cried my eyes out ( Read more... )

my mum and i got our tattoos yesterday. timothy came with us. he's been spending a lot of time with us...and i like it. i like having him around. i have never felt so comfortable around anyone in my entire life. it feels fantastic..but yet..not. i just wish i could be this comfortable around someone else and not just him. but i'll take what i can ( Read more... )

so yesterday timothy and i picked up my mum from the airport. she looks the exact same..only with shorter hair. we came back to the hotel to check in..and then went to the olive garden to have lunch. i think my mum fell in love with timothy...she can't wait to hang out with him again. she even said that he could come stay with us whenever he wants ( Read more... )

jessica, nicole and i were at perkins pretty late last night trying to solve a mystery and crying a lot. nicole left early and it was just jess and i crying. then we went to walmart and bought lotion, make-up, jewelry and crosses to make us feel better. i also bought two guardian angel key rings and gave one to her and kept one. today jessica and i ( Read more... )

yesterday i learned how to change my oil. it was really fun and easy. and i even looked like a grease monkey. how sexy ( Read more... )

i have never been this hung-over in my entire life ( Read more... )

date last night with justin went well. but the movie was more interesting than he was. we saw crash..and got in for free. he's a cheap date. i cried during the movie about 3 times. it was an interesting film that made me think a lot. i loved it. i was so hungry afterwards, i thought he'd ask me to go get something to eat too...but he was too cheap ( Read more... )

went to perkins again last night. but this time it was with someone else..and we stayed until after 2. i blew off justin..and felt like an asshole. but we're going to a movie tomorrow night so i guess that will make up for it. i'm not really interested in him as much as i used to be. but that's what happens to me when i'm single. i like a guy for a ( Read more... )

hanging out with justin was fun today...and then i met joey's older brother, zach/zack/zac...not sure yet how to spell that one..but. wowzers. he's fucking gorgeous...and i can't stop thinking about him..and his smile. we met at perkins (jess and i decided to hang out after work.) i can't get him off my mind. all i know about him is that he goes to ( Read more... )