i officially hate life now ... because were over and i feel completly empty
" Kicked in the stomach gasping for air, ripping and jerking a handful of hair

i cant even explain the feeling

Asphault tearing away layers of skin, tourtured for commiting the worst sin

i cant even explain the feeling

broken and shattered bones exposed ( Read more... )

well yesterday was a bad day of course .. but i went to aleesha's and then tom called <3 .. him and aleesha have been fighting a lot lately, but i understand why .. she wants to keep me from getting hurt and he thinks she should stay out of it .. but she's my best friend and i cant control what she says or does .. i wold do the same to kyle too.. ( Read more... )

Well i updated the longest update ever yesterday, but it fucking erased some how .. so anyway ( Read more... )

Well since i only ever write when me and tom break up or fight or something ... i am going to update.

I have decided i will write in this piece of dooks from now on .. b.c i have nothing better to, but anyway...

Last night was The Used!!!!... it was sooo fun.
Tom,Tara,Jarrad,Dan,Mikey,Ron,Devin and myself all went to starland .. it was completly ( Read more... )

Well Today wasnt a very good day, but it was okay. Not horrible, but it could have been better.

Tom is MIA again and i was thinking about him all day ..

Last night he called me around 9 and i was mad that it took so long but then i wasnt because he had school and everything .. but anyway he was being really sweet or whatever and he told me he slept ( Read more... )

Today was fun ... I had a cosmetology trip to somerset for an Emiliani show... it was coolio

Me and Ashley paired up and walked around i brought 40 dollores but after breakfast and lunch i only had 30 .. so i got spray,wax,gel,freezing spray and other stuff and i have 5 dollars left over ..

the coolest my friend Shauna was in one of the shows as a ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was fun!

It was homecoming but i didnt go to the dance and i didnt get to go to the game either b.c i had to work from 9-4 and then i came home and me and my mom picked up tom ...

Tom, Heather, Ali, My mom , my step-dad, cass, alex,chris, sean and my aunt jolene and uncle mike all went to P.A. for the haunted hayride,haunted house ( Read more... )

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okay..

Well sunday Me, Tom, Chrissy,Dan and Paul went to Smithsville it was fun and we didnt really get a lot but me and tom said we were gong to go back for christmas shopping.After we came home me and tom hung out and then FAT SHAYNA called .. yes i hate her and she knows it .. i already told her ( Read more... )

Well i have been up to nothing really ( Read more... )

Yesterday ... i had work after school .. i called paul and he was going to take me but after he picked me up he got tom and then for some reason paul chrissy and dan went to pauls and tom ended up taking me .. so yeah that was fun!.. he yelled at me and was going like 100 mph .. not cool - scary!... so then he insisted on picking me up .. so we ( Read more... )