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suddenly nothing seems quite satisfying- the sunlight was bliss, but now i'm exhausted- lying around can be draining- going to school...what did i do?- but the day's finally ending- the morning was so sunny and bright- now i feel bogged down and restless, forgetful and useless- a mess ( Read more... )

So today was awesome bcz I went to the WOW (Women on Writing) workshop at Skyline. When I first heard about the workshop in class, I'm pretty sure I shuddered, and I shuddered for three reasons. One, I generally shy away from things that classify me. I was afraid of being shoved in a large hall with far too many women and drowning in estrogen ( ( Read more... )

-What is the point of jogging ( Read more... )

you can’t find

me when i hide

you won’t hold

me when i cry

you don’t

understand

the thoughts

that matter-

that are running

through my mind

I can’t see

you in the dark

the wick is wet

won’t spark

why can’t we

catch fire

underneath

this sea of water

no floats to

keep us surfaced

our world which

was so perfect

crashes til it

falls until it

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well today, i had my columbia interview at way-too-early-in-the-morning, ree and i went out ("you don't want that sack" "i might as well stick to the bitch thing!:), i stopped by at mina's house and watched lyndsie on trl, and hmm...went to a really painful birthday party for like 5 people all at once.  oh look, lol, there's like 5 MORE birthdays ( Read more... )

so i've been making trips to the post office like every other day. i've had good reasons to go- like sending care packages, presents, cards, letters, pictures, college stuff- but STILL i get the feeling i've hit rock bottom when the post master dude knows my name. hmm ( Read more... )

haha my brother's school is ghetto right. ok, well he makes a point of coming home and using as many ghetto-fabulous words as he can to piss me off. "man! thatz pimp!" "wud up homey g" "this game is ballin" ...and i'm like, dude you're a skinny chinese kid, STOP IT. itz kind of like an ongoing joke between us, but itz horrible because itz ( Read more... )

man. I totally miss Julian ( Read more... )