I love you still

[granelyst]

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It's a dangerous business going out your front door.
My life is really in a huge mess now. Everything, physically, mentally , emotionally. All are messed up. I don't know which is which anymore. Unexpected harsh cold words thrown into my face. I personally think I am being too nice. I think. Should I think only about myself and FUCK

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[tigerlilydreams]

=(

that's so sad mir.

it's so sweet that you've saved up money to marry her. i think that clearly shows u have the right objective. and that u love her.

i really hope u will be alrite.

[granelyst]

= i hope i'll get thru this unscathed.
= thanks.

from me to you

[minniesmurffy]

omg. when i read the whole lot story of urs.
i really felt sorry for ya.
and im certain that things are gonna be okay.
hey dude. i knew ur strong enuf to overcome all this.
it just takes time.
omg. fazzy. is one lucky girl .
honestly. why is she doing this to you .
while you have given all your sacrifices just for her.
omg. this is really unfair.
sometimes. i felt this way too.
but i tried to be strong .. and tried to keep me busy as nto to remember all those stuff.
relax dude.
u knew u've got lotsa frens((:

Re: from me to you

[granelyst]

= thanks haney.
= i duno why all this happening uh but..
= everything happen for a reason.
= i'm not blaming her for her actions.
= i'm just dead curious to know just where did i go wrong.
= i hope what u said is true uh eh.
= i hope i'm strong enough to withstand all these.
= thanks again ehh haney!
= peace.

Re: from me to you

[feedledeedle]

:why am i doing this to him?
:because at the very start, i already did told him dat i no longer loved him.
:but he won't listen and he didn't give up.
:i love someone else..
:amir love me but i don't
:i love someone else and that someone else love me too.
:do u think it's fair for me??
:c'mon.. open up ur mind.
:ssheees!

Re: from me to you

[granelyst]

= ahh yes.
= i keep coming back for u.
= sorry.
= it's my fault.

[onerustyscrew]

*sings eminem song*
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright(:

i know you too well, mir.
when you are serious, means you are serious.
thats why you have your future plans all sorted out.
i like guys who are like you.
who have goals in life and forward looking.
but aint life so unfair?
you can plan this and that but its not in your hands to have the last say.

remember what i smsed you yesterday?
tabahkan hati and have faith.
im sure god has better plans for you with someone else.

let me share something with you.
with what i went through,
i believe that one door closes, but another one opens.
and to love is to let go.
if it comes back to you, you are meant to be.

POSITIVE mindset.

and think happy thoughts.

you are not alone, friend.
you still have me.
your listening partner. HUGS(:

now, wipe those tears.
i dont want to see you cry anymore.

[granelyst]

= the pain is at times too excruciating to bear.
= like yesterday...
= it drove me to a point where i really lost my emotional control.
= i mean i did tried to remain all positive and think that everything will be ok but..
= yesterday was totally a different feeling.
= it's a sense of loss and emptiness combined into one.
= haaaa i wish i could be a person without feeling.
= and just move forward like some guy with no remorse.
= love was my greatest strength but love was what killed me.
= thanks mally.
= i'll be fine and smiling again soon.
= i hope..

[granelyst]

= that's true.
= it's like I literally sold my everything to her.
= and i'm dead naked on the street with no where to go.
= it's really a junction of life where there's nothing you can about it...
= i hope what u said is true.
= if its patience, i hope i make it thru this...

[plushfoxx]

i agree amir, you're too nice.
and sometimes(just sometimes) being too nice will land ur
ass in hot soup, u know when ppl take u for granted.

i hope things will get better for you lah and hey
maybe its a lesson to be learnt? try not to be too nice all
the time, its ok to say no sometimes u know :)

[granelyst]

= allaaaa
= but i find it hard to turn people down.
= mcm best kan be nice.
= heh.
= i hope i be fine la eh
= thanks su!