Yes, at the moment I am only seeing/feeling the anxiety bit, the lack of confidence bit, and the fear of failing bit. But, yes, all of those other words you used are buried just below these feelings and will bravely emerge once i get through this cloud. I am just so scared!!
Don't be scared. You got the job because you are a brilliant teacher and a brilliant musician - all the other stuff you have to learn will just be a process, you know? you're allowed to fuck up that stuff along the way, and you'll get there in the end. That's not why they hired you, so don't stress too much about it ok!
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