Tiring Times
This has been a rather tiring month. I've been so distracted by business matters, that haven't had much time for anything else. So am glad that this month is coming to a close very soon. Although still have to get threw tonight. Tonight is a full moon. Even after all this time, I can still feel the creature in me. Can feel it trying to get out.
I know only so well that the Hellmouth in Sunnydale makes the effects of the werewolf even stronger. Is an increased risk of being totally taken over by the animal that wants to come out and wreck havoc on anyone unfortunate enough to stumble across there path. So is important that one is in a secure place during the three days a month when the animal wants to come out and play. Although clearly that isn't always possible. So trying to be far away from any innocent people is the next best thing.
Fortunately for me the portrait seems to still contain it. Although something feels a bit different about this time. I've been having headaches, only made worse over the weekend. May have even lost a hour or so due to blacking out. And can't explain how I ended up on the beach this morning. I can only hope that it's just all the stress, and not getting enough sleep that is the cause of my current blackouts. And not something more supernatural. I do feel better today, so perhaps it was nothing.
Yet also have more than myself to worry about. Helen has also been acting overly stressed out lately. I really don't want to be pushy or over-protective. Cause I know that she can take care of herself. And also know that sometimes there really isn't anything I can do to help. Hell I can't even help myself. So I'll let her have some alone time. While I'll try to get my head back together, so can be more helpful again.
Well anyway, after tonight the affects of the full moon should be over for another month. I do hope that I'm wrong about something strange happening. For now I'm going to have another drink, then call it an early night. Hopefully this final week of April will be a peaceful one for all.
I know only so well that the Hellmouth in Sunnydale makes the effects of the werewolf even stronger. Is an increased risk of being totally taken over by the animal that wants to come out and wreck havoc on anyone unfortunate enough to stumble across there path. So is important that one is in a secure place during the three days a month when the animal wants to come out and play. Although clearly that isn't always possible. So trying to be far away from any innocent people is the next best thing.
Fortunately for me the portrait seems to still contain it. Although something feels a bit different about this time. I've been having headaches, only made worse over the weekend. May have even lost a hour or so due to blacking out. And can't explain how I ended up on the beach this morning. I can only hope that it's just all the stress, and not getting enough sleep that is the cause of my current blackouts. And not something more supernatural. I do feel better today, so perhaps it was nothing.
Yet also have more than myself to worry about. Helen has also been acting overly stressed out lately. I really don't want to be pushy or over-protective. Cause I know that she can take care of herself. And also know that sometimes there really isn't anything I can do to help. Hell I can't even help myself. So I'll let her have some alone time. While I'll try to get my head back together, so can be more helpful again.
Well anyway, after tonight the affects of the full moon should be over for another month. I do hope that I'm wrong about something strange happening. For now I'm going to have another drink, then call it an early night. Hopefully this final week of April will be a peaceful one for all.