Leaving

[grantisenhour]

We will always have trouble. I think its cause how much we meant to each other. Even if we never wanted to admit it. Its true. Good byes shouldn't be so sad tho. Neither of us are dead, and least we were able to say goodbye. Some do not get that chance

Comments

[yoyoma28601]

With most of my relationships it is "We worked as friends, not as lovers."

Of course, most of my relationships were with gay men, so maybe that made a difference.

I hope things start looking up for you.

[grantisenhour]

Who is to say they arent? I'm actually doing very well, its not to say that I do not love her or that I don't miss her. I'm just trying to move on. Open a new book. I need stability not "we work one moment, not the next". If she ever became stable and still cared, perhaps. But for now things arent looking well on that. Instead of being upset by it, I'm being me.

[grantisenhour]

To be honest, I'm the only one holding me back. I need to learn how to meet people.

[yoyoma28601]

Right on! May the next chapter in your life be the action sequence ^_~

[grantisenhour]

Thanks....but I'm always action packed.