yay so i def fucked up my BEAUTIFUL pic of rufus that i had on my comp...they had to go n change the bloody site...fuckers. nah jk...about the fuckers part, they really did change it...anyway...i just went w/ one of the want 1 bkgrnds...then i found a loverly new icon thingy for this =) i basically sat on my ass all day...then went bowling w/ ( Read more... )

i really miss camp. =( like...it's so great there...fuck...its like all the badness in the world is replaced w/ goodness...as cheesy as that sounds...it's true...i cant wait for feb...3 days boarding in the CO mtns...PLUS camp...and hell camp buddies...bri n ez n holly n other ppl i haven't seen in what seems like 4eva...man...n maybe lauren n ( Read more... )

Damnit....i am not by nature a jealous person. WTF, like i used to not give a shit if the guy i liked liked sum1 else. but look at me now. Im making a complete ass of myself, acting irrationally (which is also uncharacteristic of me) and just being a general fuckhead. shit i guess it's bac to my old ways of dealing...fuck fuck fuck

whoo hoo...snowboarding = AWESOME!!! =D Big smiles all around. it was also cool that jaz n laura n amber n steak n tad n the rents n i all got along...there were no big spats...i heard there was sumthin amiss btwn amber n mum, but nothin noticable...damn that girl drank almost a whole jug of my juice (orange pinnapple apple - u should try it, it's ( Read more... )

blast...im not sure what to do. I wanna go boarding 2morrow, but at the same time i just wanna stay home n relax n get sum stuff done that'd been needin 2 happen. n also i wanna go w/ sum1 who can board so i don have 2 b like..ok we're gunna go 5 feet in 20 min...i WOULD go alone, but i don think i could make the drive w/out sum1 there to keep me ( Read more... )

ah...snow =) ah...'boardin =)

stress stress stress!!! today should be ok...like the rest of the day...ams and russian finals in the mornin 2morrow...lunch w/ russian club...then helpin jaz break in her NEW BOARD at sugar...stern appoligized for bein a meanie, but i think everyone is just a bit too stressed to be nice rite now. I kno i am! 2morrow should be good tho...ams i dont ( Read more... )

Wow...got 92 on my PSAT...pretty pleased i suppose...i told stern n she was like, i don kno whether to be happy for you or disappointed in myself. i was like, thanks. yea...n i jogged for an hr...i only went 5 miles, but seeing as i've never gone that far w/out stopping b4, i thought it was pretty good =) bah n i have this precal worksheet n i've ( Read more... )

ahhhh...so awesome russian party...im thinkin we mite have another on xmas break...ill talk to every1 mon n see how they're all feelin bout it...from what i got 2nite ppl seemed down tho =) came home to various bitchings of ppl...it happens, im over it. n course talked to tadpole for a bit...grant talked to me n i kinda flipped. i def cannot deal w ( Read more... )

I REALLLLLLY hope we dont have skol 2morrow...im so not down w/ that. blah =( I had a decent day...i guess as good as it could get rite now...seeing all that has happened...but w/e...stern came over n like then we went to the band concert n she was being hell...snobish i guess is the best word...totally NT tho. =( im like, wtf? then in the car she' ( Read more... )