behind these hazel eyes

[granulated]

theres been a tear in my heart for quite some time. its funny how love puts up a grand illusion, that makes you think you have everything when really you have only that illusion. my heart yearns for something i never had. as it always has. since i was a kid i wished everynight before i went to bed, for my dad to come back and want me. i wished

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[markbunny]

awwww poor pancake! i'm so sorry that you're still upset about peter. You're an amazing person Caitlin and one day you're going to meet the perfect guy and until that day you'll be bored waiting. BUt trust me the day will come and you'll be happy. I hope it comes sooner rather than later, cause i hate to see you unhappy. i made a blackforest cake the other day and it reminded me of you and i realized how much i miss you. It's just not the same without you. LUV you!!! miss you!
hope to talk to you soon
loves~

i love cookie crisp

[chipotlesoda]

You're never going to forget your first love. I doubt anyone will actually successfully forget. Peter gave you the love that you longed for all those years that your father failed to give you. Now you know that you and your heart alike are capable to receiving and giving such a strong love that makes everything else seem obsalite.

Life is just a bunch of collected experiences, some good and some bad, that we recall. But it's how you act in each situation that determines your outlook and behaviour towards those situations that yet to come.

Jeez I sound like Oprah or a Martha Stewart cooking philosophy. HA.

Don't worry bout a thing. Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.