again at midnight

[grapesodadude]

i really dont know wat it is about the early morning or the late night but sumthin in my brain is triggered and i turn really EMOTIONAL AND PENSIVE. its been happenin a lot lately, im reminescent, im contemplative, im lonely. im alone in this mixed up head of mine. i wish i had closer friends, i feel so lonely so abandoned sumtimes. i really have

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ey douche bag

[scuba_libre]

i feel so offended

you are obviously an honorary Moonpie

D

[chichi_m]

ozzie darling,
its funny you say this because just on friday, your name came up in a conversation and all that came out of everyone's mouth was how they wished they had known you longer or were able to chill with you more or see you more often. anytime i hear someone mention you its always on a positive note and its always someone saying what a great person you are or what a good friend you are. i know you dont think a lot of people appreciate you and dont see past the "social butterfly" (for lack of a better term) that you are but a lot of people do care about you...even though it may not seem obvious. i think i've started ranting so i guess i'll stop now. i'm here if you want to talk.
i'll always be your friend. <33

[grapesodadude]

fri?...at the soccer game?, im sorry i missed the game but i was cuttin sum wood for boy scouts.

[krabby_pattie]

The same thing always happens to me, but I have never been able to express it as well as you have in this entry. So in a way, I thank you because I always thought that I was the only one who thought these things or felt that way. I understand how you feel in every way and yea, you get really sad and lonely :( ...but in the end you just can't let it get you down :)

[grapesodadude]

thats wat happens at 3 in the morning, it just came out.

[zooming__in__]

heyy Ozzie...
I understand exactly how u feel, as of right now, I dont feel like I belong anywhere either and thats ALL because of college...I mean now that I didn't get into UF, I dont know what I am going to do!!!?! I mean I feel like I have wasted my whooole highschool life since I didnt get into this college, and yet I dont think i have cuz I did study hard, so it bothers me. But yeah its ok to be reminescent sometimes...but don't let it get to u,

remember ONE TREE HILL: January 25th!!!!!!!!!!! haha dont miss it!!

[grapesodadude]

wats so special about the one tree hill on jan. 25?

[susieqz]

When I was reading this entry, I thought I was reading about my life. Ozzie, we're so much alike. Everytime I see you, you're laughing and smiling, walking around and saying hi to everyone. I do the same thing. But if you look at the moments inbetween the greetings... I'm standing there confused and alone. I look around, trying to find someone else I could talk to. It's the weirdest feeling. Although it feels like you may not have any friends who would be there no matter what and care about you unconditionally, they're there. And they always have been. I know we've known eachother for years, but we aren't that close. But even though we aren't close, if you ever need someone to listen to your problems or just need someone to talk to, call me. And I'm not just saying call me to make you feel better, but not really care about your problems. I'll listen to you, and I'll try to find advice. I know how it feels, and having someone there to talk to really helps. Hopefully, it wont be so long until we run into eachother again.

[kinki_kk]

go susan!!! i second that...

so we've grown apart (way apart) over the years... but i will always listen. <3

[grapesodadude]

so far the general consensus is that everyone feels soo similar, its really liberatin knowin others feel the same way.

[_bigblue]

yeah, a lot of us do. ive just come to the conclusion that friendship is overrated. way.

feel better <3