I am getting a laptop! Whee. Just like the one I'm on now. I'm at swifty's where Hailie and Genya are staying now and you can't even go to myspace.com because it's considered "Dating" and there is sitefilters. WTH?? Site filters? How lame is that ( Read more... )

i hate guys. what does it take to get a PENIS? a big fat penis. a big fat penis that you really, really, want!? yeah. i'd like that big fat penis of KC's. whatever thought. fuck it.

Crazy, crazy life. Need vacation.

4:30 am Breakfast @ the MAN-CAMP ( Read more... )

I was once alive.

St Patricks Day was eventful. The first night I've been out with Genya in a long damn time. I had fun, I was a bit spacey the entire night though. I drank far too much beer. Bleh. Beer. Wine. Hmmphf. My man is leaving soon. I'm a bit sad, I'll be alone. I can't sleep lately, and he's here I know how it's going to be when he does leave. ( Read more... )

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I can't find my dvd remote. There is not a way to play dvds in my fucking dvd player without the god damned, fucking piece of shit remote. There has never been a way AND there never will be a way to use the filthy fucking dvd player without the remote control. SOOO. This all means that going to sleep is going to be THAT much harder and I'm ( Read more... )

IMPORTANT MISSING PIECE OF STORY.....

Gary lied about the cocaine called a friend I was with saying he wasn't doing that shit and asking about me. Called back again confessing he had been doing it all night.

He just had like 8000 dollars. Wonder how much of it he has now? After almost a week.

SEE. do I want this?

Anger poured from my fists like the mucas clogging my sinuses tonight/this morning. I pounded, kicked and beat the living fuck out of the pipeline bar ladie's bathroom wall. Whuuuwhoo ( Read more... )