well i read it over and over...i cried lol im such a girl right...i was trying to think of what i could say...i even asked for some advice...yes someone else heard you pour your feelings out but i cant think of what to say tommy...i mean youv said it all...everything you wrote was absolutely perfect...today at lunch i was just like its not hitting me now but it will later and im just going to break down in tears...these four weeks...it doesnt really seem that long...but i agree theyr been absolutely horrible...i dont know whats wrong with us or what went wrong...all the times one was happy the other wasnt...we were never on the same track...i dont know what words to say to clean this mess up and make it all better...k this is going to sound dumb maybe but i honestly think we should go smoke somehwere together cause this saying hi and trying to act normal at the locker thing is just stupid...its not getting us anywhere theres too many people around lol...and the lets not talk thing someone had to do it to i guess you could say break
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oh man..i know EXACTLY where you're coming from..i think you can guess who it was with..always close and eternally distant..if there's a subject i can actually give advice on its this one..you know where to find me if you need to.. :)
I understand.
anonymous
January 10 2006, 00:53:59 UTC
I have longed to find someone that felt the way I felt when my best friend and I were friends no more. I have read your post over and over and the same words came to my head, the very words you said: "I remember". For weeks I to walked around with a frown on my heart but a smile on my face. I see you in the hallways and I can see it in your eyes, the pain. Your kind smile, what a way to hide what you feel. The pain has never left, but there are always times and days in which you will feel happy again. Just hope for the best and keep walking each day with a smile, well at least try to.
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The pain has never left, but there are always times and days in which you will feel happy again. Just hope for the best and keep walking each day with a smile, well at least try to.
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