i almost want to delete my journal and myspace......wow!

cassidys grandfather passed away.....half the family came into the bar today after the funeral. i gave cassidy a hug.....it was good.

i aplologized to buck for being a vag lastnight, we made up.......i think thats all i needed, some good lovin.....twice.....

i gave him a letter and all i have to say is

PHEW!!!!!!

what i wish i did tonight......

NOT stayed at the bar, and gone rock climbing....
NOT stayed at the bar period!
buuuut i did get to see drew and his girlfriend brenda. they are the most stunningly beautiful couple ever! lots of love!

i miss buck......im being such a fucking pussy tonight!!!

GROSSSSSSSS!

ever get those days where everything goes well, but you still feel like crying at the end of the ngiht? yea, well one of those days is here.....im ust hopeing its because im on my rag.....HOPEING! but i cried and now im going to call drew and garret because they are the only ones who can make me feel better right now. i basically need someone to ( Read more... )

its almost discusting how bad i want long hair again!

bucks birthday was amazing, had dinner at his house me buck ben and brit saw jackass 2. holy shit so good. then to the pubalub for drinks, a good band and bar dance party 2006 ( i was the dj ) garret and drew have hit it off so well! im proud ( Read more... )

....store front cemetary....

bucks birthday is tomorrow....(today)
i bought him a 360.....im such an idiot!
but i couldnt afford what i really wanted to get him......
ill save that for christmas....

i hate thinking about him moving to colorado.....actually it makes me cry alot, like tonight, so, wow, goodnight

officially the gf.......SYKED!

other than me being sickie, things are fucking amazing. everyone around me is amazing, i seriously love my friends, and i love that they love me. i miss jessica so much. lori and i are becoming better friends again. buck is perfect. drew and autum are fucking adorable. steph is MOVING AND I HATE IT!! but i love her, joels just my big kid and always ( Read more... )

camping this weekend....yes.....excited!!!!!!! and i get to bring hooligan which is awsomeness cause he needs to become a man! but stephanie is moving again, this weekend. im really bummed out cause shes my girl and shell be an hour away again! what the hell. i cant wait to get out. i looooove ma and pa, but seriously. i need to move out and have ( Read more... )